It is the full moon and both my Aquarius and Scorpio horoscope pretty much told me that today would be a horrible day and basically I shouldn’t bother leaving the house. It wasn’t my sign specific, there is supposed to be “turbulence” for everyone.
So I think to myself “denieal you are going to have a good day regardless.”
So I get to work and around eleven my entire office leaves to go on a boat cruise Christmas party. I am a temp and so one would have had to RSVP before I even started. And though the other temps went, they were there longer. Yet it still is a little frustrating to be alone in an office all day while your co-workers are eating lobster on a boat. My only consolation is that it pissed down rain all day so the last place I would want to be is a boat in this weather.
Thing two to put a wrench in my plan of good day. The boy expressed frustration about my latest column which hurt his feelings. I reread it and realized his point. Though it wasn’t my intention, again I have manged to be an asshole through my writing. I intended to be like “my boy is really awesome and I am really comfortable with him”however what came out was “basically a lesbian.” I guess I seemed flippant about how important he is to me through out the column.
I can’t get it off my mind. Though he doesn’t read this blog I publicly apologize here and I will attempt to do the same in my next column.
What else…ugh I got fired from T2. My only able to work on the weekends thing didn’t work for them and for good measure my supervisor (who knew why I was fired from maxxx black) threw in a “ÿou could be bubblier.” I was crestfallen for days thinking I so fucking tired of losing and being on this planet. Then I thought to myself if I were as irritatingly fake and bubbly as she is to customers I really would have cause to want to kill myself.
But I think I am just in a grumble because it’s the holidays and I am unemployed and can’t afford to go see my boyfriend.
