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so hyper-sensitive crying-all-the-time denieal is going to be replaced by ‘I don’t give a fuck denieal.” That’s right bitches no longer will you get the best of me! I am determined to be happy even if it does involve copious amounts of drinking! Ok it wont. I keep trying to maintain the alcoholism thing I am really just a pothead in my heart–with not pot.
Me and BF are talking again things are moving to a better place yada yada yada. I think with the fam I will just have to seem like the bad guy for the time being. I will not even get into the uncool developments that happened yesterday. It just seems somewhere along the line we just have to stop perpetuating discord. So I will just say that I love them and hope to find resolution.
I am at my second to last day of work–with no actual work, hence being on the internets. For the second time in a row I was not paid what I was supposed to be paid so I am hoping that gets resolved by the end of the day otherwise the face kickings will have to start.
Also though women are “blessed” with the gift of being able to bear children. Why oh why god could you have not made a more efficient system that doesn’t involve bleeding plus emotional insanity on a monthly basis? Yep I will pretty much end here in ponderance of that thought.